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dream

payalarora — Thu, 29 May 2008 10:12:54 +0000

few million aspirations
all gentle and mild
Beautifully sewn together
to create my life

Wake up to a morning of warm rays and mist
Asleep to the gentle hum of a loving heart
Brazen skin soothed by real touch

Love – taken over lust.

speak

payalarora — Thu, 29 May 2008 10:12:22 +0000

It’s simple.
Extremely simple!
Just say it.
And watch how it turns from monster to beast to incomprehensible.
Just say it!

It will stop mattering
tug maybe, at a few strings
hard too..
But then – it won’t exist.

in love

payalarora — Thu, 29 May 2008 10:11:11 +0000

What was it that you said last night
It took my heart away

Where exactly were you
when you touched me

what did you think of
when you breathed into my ear

what were you doing
when i fell in love with you…

i love you

payalarora — Thu, 29 May 2008 10:09:54 +0000

i loved you!
you didn’t do me too much harm
But you were doing yourself a lot of wrong.
you loved me!

incomplete – still P

payalarora — Thu, 29 May 2008 10:09:21 +0000

We grew up together
saw the blemishes and hid them with chuckles
there was arrogance and childishness
there were pains and triumphs
together we saw the rising sun
and the rays melting into the ocean
everyday gave us a playground
to carve with our own hands…

happy

payalarora — Thu, 29 May 2008 10:08:36 +0000

I’m scared I’m scared
I’ll die lonely
But please engrave on my tombstone
“she lived a happy life.”

me

payalarora — Thu, 29 May 2008 10:08:00 +0000

Somewhere… I went wrong,
I spelt it wrong
And it must have been on purpose
One sordid affair after another
no lending, only giving…
Joys and hopes and aspirations and PAIN
I spelt it wrong.
I am to blame.

you lied

payalarora — Thu, 29 May 2008 10:07:23 +0000

In that unseen hollow, a drone was heard
Fingertips felt warmth again

I was lied to again!

payalarora — Thu, 29 May 2008 10:06:40 +0000

I do have another place to rush off to
A few more smiles to fake
and a few promises that I may break

being

payalarora — Thu, 29 May 2008 10:06:09 +0000

was letting myself be
no questions asked
no advices thrown
no scares passed along
just a watch.
A thoughtful watch, maybe
But this was a good start

I was letting myself be.